Another Day in Paradise

Home to more pain, more fighting, more unhappiness, more failure. Wishing I could just escape. Maybe I should disappear! Living like this isn't living at all it is simply going through the motions of daily life with no joy! Is it worth it? Fighting for everything... not so sure! Gonna go cry for real this time in an effort to detoxify my body of these thoughts. I feel like I can't hold the water back and that the dam is about to burst! Sorrow is what I have the most of! My onlywish before I die is to find a way to feel true happiness unselfishly!